Voices

Just wordless thoughts of a silent soul...
A soul that lies beneath this flesh n blood And far beyond this cry of mobby world.

Sometimes just a mumble, sometimes just a cry…

Sometimes just a brief murmur of relief and sigh.

Sometimes like fire running wild through ones blood,

Sometimes just a tumble around the memory’s flood.

Voices… those voices.

Growing loud with the more silence we create,

Fading out with the dying of our dreams ornate…

Shattering out when the water fills the eyes,

desperate and baffling with our wishes’ demise.

Silent and cuddled up they stay… when we are tired and fast asleep,

But jump back to life… when we stray down into the nightmare's keep.

Voices… these voices.

Always a faithful company to a lonely soul,

Forever a witness to our emotions untold…

Sometimes just so silent, feels like disappeared altogether

Sometimes a shadow of you, a part you like on one other.

Voices… those voices.

Wild and mad, keeps blowing you apart…

Caring and loving for a wounded heart.

So unreal and calm like the winter mist…

Sometimes you doubt if they really exist.

Voices…. those voices.

Voices… those voices. Even I have them…

I have voices in my head... they come to me, they understand, they talk to me.

Voices…

Forever Yours

The memories of last night still strong and your fragrance still in my breath, i wake up to a greeting morning sun. But yesterday night was just a fragment of my past... nothing more, nothing less. Just like you ... just a Dream.

All i know is u my Angel,
all i see is through your dreamy eyes...
all i feel is u my Angel,
all through my lonely smile and heartly sighs.

I have been a slave to your love,
a priest to thy temple of divinity,
but still starve for that one smile,
one smile, wish i could keep for eternity.

Without you, Existence is just being alive,
nothing it means to me without your being.
Words are just words just as they are, never feels like song...
a song that your words very sweetly sing.

Mi amor ... sin ti no soy yo más.
My love... without you i never am me anymore.

This heart loudly cries and bleeds,
shattered dreams and hurting tears.
May you deny or still believe,
That this heart is still and only... Forever Yours.

Suyos para siempre
Forever yours

Carvings of the past

The smell of burning flesh filled my lungs, suffocating me, chocking me each time I breathed. The agonizing pain drilling through me with every passing second. A heavy sigh escaped my lips when i realized that the pain was far too severe for my body to withstand. Finally, a drop of tear ran down my eyes, as if saying "it's enough... quit it.". Still i stood motionless in a dark room... and my body burning to ashes.

I wondered, why was i doing this to myself!!!

But no answer followed.

The dark room was lit up with flame that had engulfed half my body.The flames caught up to my face as the fire grew intense. The flames kept on burning, inching into my flesh layer by layer. First the skin, then the flesh and finally even my blood. I could feel the blood in my veins boiling up. As that fierce fire peeled off my flesh, a stream of blood puffed out of my veins. It moved on making it's way through my molten flesh. And finally it reached the tip of my finger and dripped down on the floor drop by drop. A pool of black burnt blood started to take shape on the floor with every dripping drop. A wave of intolerable pain kept spreading through out my body with every vein puffing out. And with each wave the thundering feeling of cry of pain grew stronger in me. The flames kept picking height using my body as fuel, until they reached the ceiling. They spread in all directions as if to engulf everything in their path.

But for a body it was too much... it had already crossed limits.

I had to give it up.

I pressed down every muscle in my body and released that thundering cry. Pushing open the door i ran out. The flames following me... waving behind me as my clothes would do. But they were far too uncomfortable to be clothes. I ran past the beautiful roses in my garden and took a plunge into the pool. A sound of quenching thirst followed me as burning body kissed the water.

The cold water filled my battered flesh as i fell to the bottom of the pool. I lay silent in the water for a second. Thousand of thoughts kept rushing through my mind, images of that being together, interlocked lips, her irresistible smile, aahhhhhhh. It hurt.

A sudden voice within alarmed me ... i gasped for air. I kicked off the bottom of the pool and rose to the surface. Dragging myself gently i reached to edge of the pool and climbed out of water. Standing there i ran my eyes through my body with that pain still lingering through out... it was left torn, shattered, burned and bleeding.

"Hope this fire has only ripped apart my body... and not touched down to my heart.", i said to myself.

Whatever it may be, one thing is for sure...

all my life i will carry with me these ..."Carvings of the past"

If you were the truth

If you were the truth, and i was the lie;

if i was the darkness and you were light...

I would have no sorrow at all, because without you i would never exist.

And even today is so...

I walk a shadow and you are light,

i am all beautiful an eye without sight.

I don't know who i am until you are beside me,

a heart without emotions, i am without thee.

Burning up myself i discover you;

each day i study you are something new.

How come i tell myself, that you are only a dream,

Nothing like you exists as reality that you seem.

If you were the truth... and i were the lie.

She or a Flame...

It all starts from a sparkle,

a sparkle that lits it;

She blazes out like a flame,

a flame within her spirit.

A pieces of uncovered and fluorescent

beauty she is...

like a powerful and arrogant

fire waiting for release.

As she begins to burn to gold at her full flow,

it's when she decides to unfold her virginity and glow.

An unquenched thirst she possess,

burning in her heart for ages.

No one ever dares to come near,

Because, she is a quest and also fear.

The warmth and glaze that she emit;

it's like a wish that i can't resist.

Beside her as i sit

to call her name...

But still i don't know

if it is she or a Flame.